To Know is to be Lost...

In the calm of the storm...
I'm at ease...
Disaster strikes outside...
While turmoil bounds inside...
Actions hastened by the dust settling...
For certain another blow is culminating...
I'm awakened by the glow...
Of lies...
Of fears...
Of all those years of tears...
Nothing sets me free...
I'm captive and too hostile to flee...
Will I be...

Alone in this misery?
Where is all my company?
That's right...
Lost in all its glory...
But I remain to tell the story...
I am forever lost in the translation of misguided love...
Who's reverie is smug...
More like my drug.