Monday, August 31, 2009

Color of You...




Captivated by the hue...
Color of the night...
Midnight blue...
Burning embers...
Dancing graciously over your body...
Tempting...
Calling...
Screaming...
Orgasmic cries...
While my tongue caresses your thighs...
Devil in disguise...
Craving...
Singing...
Delighted...
When we unleash the furry from within...
Captivated by the hue...
Senses cultivated by you. 

Sunday, August 30, 2009

Passion Voyage


Intoxicated...
Fantasizing the depths of an enticing temple...
Serpentine...
Exploring the mayhem of the forest...
Devoured...
Sinking heavily into the abyss....
Dominated...
Riveting loves caress.

Friday, August 28, 2009

Revelations...


Along with darkness comes light...
Along with pain comes sight...
Along with betrayal comes trust...
Along with anger comes love...
Think of me in darkness...
Hurt me in the light...
Betray me with your sight...
Anger me with your trust...
Blind me with your love.

Thursday, August 27, 2009

Blessed by an Angel


My Angel arrived...
Sweet as honey...
Pure as the color white...
Blessed upon me...
Luminous in the night...

My Angel arrived...
Navigating me...
Enlightening me...
Bestowing me...
A love so pure...
Unconditional in its request...

My Angel arrived....
Paved the road...
Cleared the debris...
Road to happiness free from congestion...

My Angel arrived...
With an alluring call...
Joyful voice...
Resonating off the heart ...
Enchanting with laughter...

My Angel arrived...
Casting dawn's shadow...
Over my heart...
Darkness succumbed to the light.

Wednesday, August 26, 2009

Frozen in Your Own Personal Hell


Cold...
Lonely...
Is how I perceive you...
Disgusted when you rise...
Only to find the mirror unable to disguise...
Showing all your imperfections...
Showing all your lost connections...
Weakness runs through your veins...
Like the blood flowing through mine...
Maybe in time..
Fear will relinquish its bond...
Set you free...
Allow you to discover...
What it is like to be a lover...
What it is like to be loved...
Time can only tell...
How far you fell..
When loneliness sets in...
Bitterness becomes the demise..
Be careful...
For all this is in the horizon...
Twinkling on your fingertips...
As the stars twinkle on mine...
Cold...
Lonely...
Only amounts to wasted space.

Never Enough


One kiss,
Two kiss,
Three kiss,
I bet you need more…
Greedy is the name…
Temptation is the game…
Without my love…
Can you remain?

Memory Lane

At first glance our eyes ravished each other...
With an intensity not even desire could discover...
Our bodies yearned and ached for another...
Pulling us closer...
One extremity at a time...
Touches filled with sensual explosions...
Firing like an exhilarated fireworks display...
Flames peaking...
Erotic moments of splendid bliss...
Not far from every kiss...
In our wake...
We leave a path ...
Drunk with exotic ecstasy...
All this to reach our destiny.

Tuesday, August 25, 2009

Your Own Solitude

Bound by your own destruction of hate.
Tortured by words used to discriminate.
Permeating with madness.
Yet volatile with sadness.
Words spoken seek regret.
Not even you can admit.
Admit that you are jailed by your emotions.
Emotions so jaded...
The real you has faded.

In Separation

First, yes, you were.
Last, no, you are not.
In life all will continue on...
With...
Or without you.
Wind will blow.
Rain will fall.
Sun will draw.
Tides will roll.
Night will stroll.
Seasons will change.
Laughter will boom.
Sadness will call.
Time will pass.
All with or without you.

Awakened

Emotions running rampid through the dark night.
When fire and earth unite, love becomes a cold hearted flame.
Destitute to a life of diluted senses.

Rhythmic in motion.
Two worlds filled with devotion.
Captivated by emotions.

Somber in its unite.
Catastrophic with delight.

Senses devoured.
Advice heeded.
Caution thrown to the wind.

Emotions running rampid through the dark night.
At dawn, lovers find themselves in mourning.
Mourning all that is lost with the light.

Thursday, August 20, 2009

All I Ask


Cold.
Scared.
In despair.
Without you near.
Night air has me frozen.
Chilled to the core.
Wanting.
Needing.
Pleading.
To have you near.
To feel your warmth.
Caressing.
Forgiving.
Pleasing.
Even though it is all misleading,
I am still yearning.
For your kiss.
For your touch.
For your love.

Relinquishing All Bonds

Held captive by fear.
Captive by desire.
Break the chains.
Run,
Run,
Run.
Be free.
Hold me down no more.
Raise me up to the sun.
Shining so clearly,
Freeing me from the dreary.
Peaceful places.
No more dark spaces.
I am free.
Free to be.

Wednesday, August 19, 2009

Aimlessly Searching...


In a world so cold and lonely.
The soul is free to roam.
Holding no conscious.
Holding no prisoners.
Aside from those who have loved.
Aside from those who have felt
What it was like to feel the love of the wondering soul.

This was written while I was drawing the above picture. While drawing, these words just came to me and I wrote it along the edge of the drawing. I tend to do this a lot with my drawings - have random thoughts and incorporate the words into the drawing.

Painter's Palette

Think in black and white.
Speak in color.
Feel with paint.
See through pictures.
Live through drawings.
Colors of emotions.
Visualize through art.
Experience life through theater.

Tuesday, August 18, 2009

Burning Desire

So often I have wondered.
Wondered what it is that causes me to be drawn to you?
Is it your debonair looks?
Your fly style?
Your ability to make me smile?
Your innate ability to twist the words of a crazy person and make them seem sane?

None of the above...
My draw to you is pure animal attraction.
Your kisses keep me wanting more.
Touches full of pleasures keeps me yearning.
Eyes drawing me closer.
Falling prey to ecstasy.


Finally, My Happy Place

Complaints dissipated.
Nothin' but love is radiated.

Sun is shinin'.
Birds are chimin'.

Blissful in this place.
Content without your embrace.

Motions of Ceaseless Existence

Sadness has settled.
Numbness set-in.
Reality taken over.

Sun dulled.
Clouds luminous.
Rain plunging.

Flowers blooming.
Birds chatting.
Tide drawing

Gone Baby Gone

Lies breathing.
Pain sieving.
All deceiving.
Betrayal exists.
Through every kiss.
Heart twisted.
Love dismissed.

Dried Up

Understand?
How am I too understand,
When the wall you built has no doors?
Has no windows?
Kept in the dark.
Waiting.
Battling feelings of loneliness.
Feelings of emptiness.
Understand?
I am trying.
Lord knows I am.
This wall created isn't protecting you.
Only hindering you.
This wall doesn't give you a free pass.
A free pass to claiming to be misunderstood.
All it is doing is sucking you in.
Like a dry well.

Along For The Ride...

Bouncing in the clouds.
Falling to the ground.
Fumbling with the motion.
Driven like a roller coaster.
Fighting the wind.
Tornado of the mind.
Spinning.
Twisting.
Devouring life.
Constant battles of emotions.
Too hard to relate.
Yet easy to berate.

Monday, August 17, 2009

Euphoria

Sweet, supple, curved lips.
Kissing.
Slowly.
Drifting along the smooth curve of my thigh.

Intensity radiating with heat.
Passion on the verge of explosion
With every beat.

Sweet, supple, curved lips.
Kissing.
Slowly.
Lingering gingerly.
Teasing my peach.

Wetness seeping.
Arousal peaking.

Sweet, supple, curved lips.
Kissing.
Eagerly.
Nibbling at my breasts.

As my warmth envelopes your love.
Erotic fire ignites from burning desire.

Fervent rise and fall.
Arousing senses.

Sweet, supple, curved lips.
Dousing with ecstasy.
Moaning with pleasure.

Forfeited to a state of euphoria...

Gone Today, Here Tomorrow

Night has cast her shadow.
Morning has lost his glow.

Tides breaking across the shore.
Rolling with a thunderous roar.

Sounded is silence.
Unspoken in space.
Searching for Love's grace.

Flowing Wind

Suffering has subsided.
Reality has set in.
Thoughts of you shrieking in the wind.

Feelings of freedom.
Floating in the breeze.
Grasping at me.

Pondering the motion
Of your devotion
Leaves me frozen.
But only for split second.

Carrying on -
Not that easy.
But I must
And I trust.

Fluttering Nothingness...

Sweet nothings whispered.
Dedication blistered.
Time devoured.
All is lost.
Nothing is gained,
Except the most profound pain.

Giddy Are We?

I bet you are just besides yourself.
Dancing with a feverish joy.
Finally,
The hurt I caused you has been caused onto me.
I hope one day you are able to find happiness.
Ridding yourself of the negativity you breed.
So the door can be open to others.
Because right now that door is sealed so tightly shut
Not even you can break through.

Sunday, August 16, 2009

Live, Love, & Laugh

Dance to the beat of your own music.
Listen to the beat of other's music.
Sing to the beat of your soul.

Never let another tell you otherwise.
Keep your head held high.
Nose clear smelling the fresh air.

Laugh when you can.
Smile constantly.
Cry with others.
Lend your shoulder.

Remember to never be afraid.
Never be afraid to be YOU.
Never be afraid to care.
Never be afraid to love.
Never be afraid to err.

Live life with all you have.
Cherish the simple moments.
Take pleasure in other's happiness.
Never regret a single decision.



Saturday, August 15, 2009

Sweet Memories

Tender feelings of emptiness.
Slowly filling within.
Soon to overflow,
Into the vast space of no return.

One day I hope to return.
Returning to where we once were.
Basking in the glow
Of tantalizing affection.

No more hurt.
No more pain.
Let love not be in vain.

Friday, August 14, 2009

Theatrics

I am the master of my emotions.
Steadily holding the theater curtain.

Dropping for brief intermissions.
Only to be promptly returned firmly to position.

No room for air to flow by.
It reaches the sky.

This curtain is tightly closed.
Opening for select acts.




Where and How?

Lost.
Lonely.
Cold without you.

Life has no meaning
When you're not around.
Life has no color
With out the sweet sound of your voice.

My world has been turned upside down
All within the blink of an eye.

How did we get here?
How can we return to happiness?

If only the answer was as easy as the question.

No Love to Give

Played.
Like a fucking guitar!
Is how I was used,
and abused.
You were just strumming me along.
Like I was a string.
Soothing,
And smoothing your actions,
As long as it was convenient for YOU.
As long as it was fulfilling and thrilling for YOU.
Never once did you stop to wonder.
Never once did you stop to consider my feelings.
Never once did you learn of my desires.
This life you live is all about YOU.
Oh, how it must be lonely being YOU!

Twirling with Emotions

Heart ripped.
Soul flipped.

Love so jaded,
It has faded.

Mind misplaced.
Love disgraced.

Will it last.
Or, be the past.

Test the waters.
Never falter.

Don't be blind.
Or, risk being left behind.

Love is the Devil's Playground...

Love is the devils twin.
Preying on your every vulnerability.
Waiting.
Hoping.
Lurking in the dark shadows.
Encouraging weakness.
Fantasizing,
Love's affect will be blinding.

Monday, August 10, 2009

Surround Me

Calming feeling of blissfulness
Is how I feel with every kiss.

Tender love oh so dear
Whenever you are near.

Touch me here,
Touch me there,
Don't forget to touch me ubiquitously.
Take me to another level of ecstasy.

From my head to my toes
And my soul to my bones
Your love is a candle
Burning desire I can handle

Deep within our secret place
We take each others embrace
Never looking back,
Never looking forward,
Connecting in the sweetness
Binding us as lovers.

Thursday, August 6, 2009

Promises

Aching,
Tormented,
Discouraged,
And lost is how I feel.
How I felt when you said what you did.
How I felt when you left me to ponder.
How I feel when you don't respond.
Though, you probably felt all this and worse
When I walked out of your life
Time and time again.
This time I promise,
Promise not to be afraid of my feelings for you,
Promise not to run when I feel overwhelmed with YOU!

Wednesday, August 5, 2009

Out of the Haze

Perfectly clear is how I am seeing...
Seeing you sitting there...
With all your lies...
And all your fears...
Covered by false fabrications...
Pouring out of your mouth...
Like water from a faucet with broken handles...
Wondering, am I, if you know what I know...
Wondering, am I, if you think for one minute you are fooling me...
Or, fooling others...
Wondering how much more I can take...
Before I brake!

Monday, August 3, 2009

To Speak or Not To Speak

Words come and words go
depending on the directional flow
Neither here nor there
But lost in everywhere
Some have meaning
Some have consequence
While most are unspoken redundancies

Open-Closed...

Knock,
Knock,
Knock,
at my heart
Do I open the door?
Do I slam it shut, forever?
Is there anything to be lost from opening the door?
Is there anything to be gained from closing the door?
Maybe, for now, I will just leave it slightly ajar...

Sunday, August 2, 2009

See

Eyes wide
Dancing with light
Look to the future
For it is bright

Running

Silence is golden
Only when you are chosen
Leave now
Or forever beholden
Quick
Run
Do not look back
Keep your held high
And back to the smack

Shhh...

Does the sound of my silence pound in your head
Like rain battering down a shed
Thunderous and Glorious
Is all that is unspoken

Pain Knocking On My Heart.

A shadow lurking in the night
Is the lust I hold tight
Sweet as sin
With a devilish grin

Where am I?

Lost then found
Are the words that I sound
When I think of you
my world is turned
UP
Side
Down!
Blast of emotions
comes tumbling down
Reality is faltered
When I hit the ground
Lost and found
When you are around