Captive Mania

I'm a hostage to my desire...

Running, hiding, I'm always found...

No chance at overcoming...

I succumb only to feel numb...

Simply because I'm wrapped in a notion....

Funded by a greed where I need your devotion...

Swallowed whole by thoughts...

Drowning in pains of never knowing...

Chances taken, I must be mistaken...

Our chances, a moment passes...

Fleeting from romance's dances.

Hushed by a fear...

To draw you near...

Keep you here...

Makes me bare...

Trapped in a mind...

Displaced by an unspoken bond...

In the silence I feel your captive mania.

Holding me down...

An attempt to escape...

Delivers me further...

Begging under the surface...

I want you to stake your claim...

Tell me how you hunger...

Show me how you please...

In the chaos I am captive to your mania.

Guardian Angel

On the sidelines I watch you...

I see the light in your eyes...

The hope in your words...

The pain in your soul.

Guarded by a wall...

Afraid of the fall...

You hide from us all...

When will this stall?

No pain should be a regret...

No past should be a threat...

No fear should be a detriment...

No love should be a reject.

A guiding soul you bare a toll...

Hiding from all those who stole..

A piece of you to give to them...

Selfishly they dug your grave.

Time will wash away the pain...

Truth will keep you from going insane...

My love will melt away the disdain... 

Your guardian angel is how I remain.