Lost in Crazy

Constant drive of emotions...

Running through hours of endless devotion...

Driven by the fear of deceit...

I sit on the edge of my seat...

Tangled in a web...

I've designed with one thread...

Catching my prey of assumptions...

Basking in the array of redemption...

But all that remains is unknown...

Begging to remove me from my throne...

Spinning inside of my head...

All the words driven by this bed...

Anxiety is my savior...

At a time when all I dream is of your flavor...

I get lost in the concealed...

Trying desperately to be revealed...

When I'm found, there is no safe and sound...

Just a blip in my memory...

A stone on my heart...

And a moment lost to the start.

Around the Corner

If we fight the flight
And lose the loss
We break new ground
In crumpled moss
Covering ages of undone pause
Turning night to day
Casting shadows on the bay
The ebb and flow of monotony
Becomes the part me
Incandescent in its recourse
Never filled with remorse
Living to the end
Loving on the mend
I've learned to swallow and expend
For a new day is in the bend.

Lustful Vortex

In the eyes of darkness... 
A calm sets in...
Blurring the lines...
Defining the needs...
Chasing endless dreams...
To fill the means...
Scared of the fate...
We jump to dissipate...
All the things we loath and hate...
Driven by our detriment...
Lost in wide open spaces...
Seemingly confining and adamantly deceiving...
All things out of reach...
By a simple breach...
Moments sway....
As we grasp for the day...
Reminders in haste...
All by simple grace...
We never seek beyond the trace...
Drawn into the cyclone...
By this attribute we call emotion. 

A Fight To The End

We all struggle with a demon
The reality of yours is mine
Battling the confines of the concubine
Intimacy so delicate
Filament remains slightly decayed
As a red washes over
When will this all be over
Because I've known love
Because I've perceived love
Because I've never held love
In the richest and purest form
The quest is always fabricated
To the end from the beginning
No middle ground in sight
I never give up without a fight

In the End

Always chasing a dream
Each corner being a rouse
Searching for my muse
As time passes
The truth collapses
My heart breaks
Pieces begin to crumble
Out of reach
I feel the beach
Full of rising sand
I'm no longer of this land
But still, I am

Troubled Journey

I never doubted your love...
Unitl you doubted your love...
I never judged your intentions...
Until you judged your intentions...
I watched your thoughts...
I held your sorrows...
I felt your tomorrows...
You pushed and pulled...
I gave and gave...
Never once did I expect more...
Never once did I place boundaries...
Never once did I hold my love for you hostage...
Despite all of this, I still won...
Because my heart knows clarity...
My mind has freedom...
My soul has closure knowing I gave it my best...
While you gave me your worst.

Winds of Time

I watch from a dream...
Enchanted haze is how I gaze...
Reluctantance in the past...
Sweetness on my tongue...
Tenderness in my heart...
All I knew was all I had...
When all I felt was all I gave...
Stolen like the night...
I didn't give up without a fight...
Hardship has no patience...
When time has no grace...
As I leave this space...
My love will endure such tenace...
Bridged by saddness and lust...
Hierarchy of digust all lost in the winds' mistrust.